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Thursday, October 23, 2008
It's one of those days where I feel so terrible. It's this feeling of letting go that is tugging me real hard. Work starts tomorrow for me. I've been with Kashif 24hrs a day 7 days a week since he's born (except for 3 weeks of school in May and the occasional and I mean not more than 5 times trips without him). He's like my soulmate, I would say.

Kashif, Mummy don't feel like going to work. I'm tearing already. It's not the work. It's just you. I am so addicted to you. I'm addicted to your smile, hugs, kisses, smell (bushuk at times) and believe me your whinings. You made me the happiest woman yesterday when you woke up, stood up in your cot and looked at me while saying A-MI! It's the first meaningful word from YOU!

Kashif, mummy may scold you or get frustrated with you but believe me I am just concerned you don't get enough sleep or might be you're just in pain or want something that I can't comprehend.

I am more worried to leave you for work tomorrow when you're unwell. Your bad cough and sore throat has certainly worsened...tak mau tinggalkan mummy eh?*winkwink*

I have said my piece!




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