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Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Myth 1:
Teachers have an easy life.

Short working hours, long holidays, good salary, easy job, no job pressure.

Myth 2:
Mother Tongue teachers cannot speak English, write English, get a lower salary, have lesser working hours and are not capable as the other teachers.

HUMBUG! Crap! BULLSHIT!

1) Yes, our official working hours are roughly from 7-1 or 1-6. What about CCAs? We do bring our work home, mark answer scripts, plan lesson outlines, presentations and whatnots. My hubby always says, "Dear, you are back early today..." And at night after dinner, what does he say? "Dear, are you finished with your work? Watch tv with me ah!"

2) Holidays. We cannot take leave anytime unless it's MC. Unlike people from the other sectors, we deal with humans, children's life. During school holidays, we still have to apply for leave should we decide to go for holidays. And do u know, the first week of the holidays, no 1 I repeat no 1 can go anywhere! What about full day courses. meetings, remedials, supplementary and what have nots! We don't get to choose when we get to take our break. And one more, we are given constant reminders of how many days of MCs we have accumulated. Sidetracking, holiday pacakages cost more during school holidays so we pay the peak prices k!

3) We get paid crap! Our income depends on whether the middle management or the heads love you and how effective you are at 'buttering up'! My friend who is in the private sector earns so much more than I do. Even a tuition teacher earns more than us. But what are their qualifications? On par with me right? My friend and I are A level holders with exactly the same results but she can afford Prada and I have to settle for something lesser.

4) No pressure? HAHAHAHAHAHA....after 7 years of teaching, my doc told me this yesterday, "I think you need a rest. Your blood pressure is creeping up and your health is deteriorating." My gynae tells me this, " You really need to do something about your stress level if you want a child!" Aside from that, what about office politics? I say , it suxs big time. People like me get pinpointed for the wrong reasons and if I do speak up, what happens? I get blacklisted! In my 7 years of teaching, many of my close friends have left the profession and a few have suffered breakdowns. I am thinking of reserving a place in IMH in preparation for my retirement home.

5) Mother Tongue teachers. Well this issue never fails to frustrate me to a point of total jump in my blood pressure. We are looked upon as incapable and not English savvy. Come on, ask any MT teachers around, we are at least A Level grads k! We go to a secular school and take the same subjects as the normal teachers. Some are even graduates with business, law, engineering etc background. When I first stepped into the sch, my so called colleagues were surprised I could speak English. Parents think MT teachers are more inferior than normal teachers. Why? MT teachers teach in their native language and are not capable of handling another language, English. Say what you want, in 6 yrs time, I'm gonna prove everyone wrong. The Forum page will publish a letter from me on this issue soon! FYI, MT teachers teach three levels of language with compositions, grammar and what have nots! We don't set papers by sections k...we set every component of the paper. For the past years, every single of us set two levels of exam papers for every CAs and SAs. Let's talk about pay. If you are really intelligent enough, do surf to the MOE website (http://www.moe.gov.sg/teach/SalaryBenefits.htm) and look at the salary range. If you are not cock eyed, notice there is no difference between MT teachers and General teachers. The difference is only in qualifications Enuff said about this. All in all, if you still harbour the thought that MT teachers are incapable, I have this to say to you...You are beyond intellectual redemption!

So if I have a lot to complain and bitch about...how come I am still a teacher?

I will tell you why...

I chose this path NOT because

1) to teach is a noble profession
2) the salary is attractive
and most importantly,
3) I have no other avenues of chasing my career dream.


I Teach because :
Fact 1 : I love children!
Fact 2 : I believe in my power to mould a person's life.
Fact 3 : I have THE PASSION!


I went into the profession knowing my life will never be the same again.

I went into the profession knowing and expecting humongous demands to be placed on my shoulders.

I went into the profession knowing my sacrifices will not equal the rewards.


My parents kept asking me after my A Levels whether I made the right choice. I told them,
"This is my life choice and I swear I am going to stick to it no matter what happens!"

So Allah,

guide me and at the end of time, tell me I have done my utmost part...


I AM A TEACHER AND A TEACHER I WILL ALWAYS BE!






I have said my piece!

Sunday, September 24, 2006


well well well...
It's the 1st day of Ramadhan...finally you r here...been waiting for u for so long ... a month of lotsa reflectiosn for me... and also a month I reminisce about my grandpa... Abdul Razak ...he's the best grandpa any1 can have ... I love him lots and lots ... he showers me with love like a tempayan of water on a single rose ok ok bunga tahi ayam! My grandpa ... when he was well I was still a child ...when I think back ...there are lots of wonderful memories and regrets. He proclaimed to everyone that I'm his cucu proudly...during kenduris, i was the lucky one. I got to sit with they important ones ...i sat on his lap... he got unwell after coming back from Haj. Suffered a stroke and became bedridden. During the time, he needed me most, I ignored him. Such an ungrateful idiot! I was a teenager then... it was uncool to be with elders... what was I thinking? When he got really sick and was admitted to hospital during his last months, I managed to introduce Najib to him... he gave me a thumbs up! That's my Atuk! I kept telling him when he was in bed... I LOVE HIM! He squeezed my hand and smiled... oh my this is getting me all teary... He passed away the day after Hari Raya Aidiladha in 1999. I was so taken back that I could not tear... the passing of a great man ... the passing of the most wonderful ATUK .... Tok, I love u ...and I miss u!

I have said my piece!


  • Full name: KASIDAH KHATOON BTE KASIM KHAN SURATTEE
  • Name Backwards: EETTARUS NAHK MISAK ETB NOOTAHK HADISAK
  • Meaning of name: it's a combi..of mummy's+papa's names
  • nickname: ok my siblings will laff...it's Cassie, idah, chegu
  • Onscreen name: KASKHAT
  • Place of Birth: KANDANG KERBAU HOSPITAL (see my name, my dad's name and place of birth is KK...ironic eh?)
  • Nationality: XINJIAPOLEAN
  • Current Location: MY BLUE ROOM
  • Star sign: TAURUS
  • Religion: THE RELIGION OF TRUTH
  • Height: i've stopped growing
  • weight: still growing
  • Shoe Size: 8 or 9
  • Hair Colour: BROWN
  • Eye Colour: RED
  • Ppl say i look like: the most beautiful person on earth...hahahha.. PAPA lah
  • Innie or outtie: MIDDIE
  • Letfy or righty: RIGHTIE
  • Gay,Straight,BI or others: LURUS
  • Best frends: SITI, YAN, GLORIA, MUNIRAH, hmm ADA LAGI AH
  • Best frends u trust most: ALL OF COZ
  • Best pal: SAMA KAN SOALAN!
  • Best Frend of the opp sex: used to have...NOW NO MORE
  • Best Buddies: BERAPA KALI NAK TANYA DAH!
  • Boyfrend or gerlfrend: HUSBAND CAN?
  • Crush*: ARIELLLLLLLLLLL...ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
  • Parents: WHY THEY OWE U $$$ ISSIT?
  • Enemies: COLLECTING SOME IN MY HITLIST NOW
  • Fave online guy: HMMM..X
  • Fave online Gurl: ALL UNDER MY TABLOIDS
  • Craziest Fren: ALL MY FRENS R LUNATICS
  • Advise Fren: THE MORE EXPERIENCED ONES + THE =WAVELENGTH
  • Loudest Fren: MANYAK
  • Person u cry wip: GLORIA, SITI, YAN
  • Any sistas: MURNI CARTOON
  • Any bruders: MD SIDDIQ IKHAN
  • Any pets: DON'T MAKE ME CRY K...IT'S BASSIE!
  • Any disease: DON HAP!
  • Pager: ANCIENT SEY
  • Personal Number: MY HOUSE NO PHONE K!
  • Hp: 99999999
  • Lava Lamp: BEEN WAITING..STILL WAITING!
  • Pool or HoT Tub: POOL!
  • A car: YES
  • Your personality: ERRATIC, LUNATIC, PSYCHOTIC
  • Driving: CHAUFFEUR PLEASE
  • Room: I WANT A JACUZZI
  • What's Missing: A CHILD OF MY OWN
  • School: U MEAN I HAVE TO GO TO SCH?
  • Bed: QUEEN!
  • Relationship Wit Parents: EXCELLENT...I LOVE THEM LOTS AND LOTS x1000000000000000000
  • Believe in urself: ALL THE TIME!
  • Believe in love at the ferst sight: NO!
  • Gud listener: OK AH!
  • Get along wit parents: STUPID RIGHT...I ANSWERED ALREADY WHAT!
  • save e-mail convos: APA SAJA KAU CAKAP NIH SETAN!
  • Pray: YES
  • Belive in reincarnation: NO!
  • Make fun of ppl: HAHAHAHAH!
  • Like to talk on the fone: NO!
  • Get married: I AM MARRIED!
  • Like to drive: NO!
  • Motion sickness:NO...I'M BLESSED
  • Eat steam brocolli: NO
  • Eat chicken wit fork: CRAZY AH...I STRIP THE CHICKEN WITH FINGERS K!
  • Dream in colour: HMMM...NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT
  • Role: A WIFE, A DAUGHTER, A TEACHER, A SISTER, AN AUNTIE, A SHOPHALIC
  • Sleep wit stuffs animals: LOL....KIDDISH!
  • next to you: MY HANSEM HUBBY
  • On the wall of my room: DISPLAY
  • On ur mousepad: NOT USING ONE
  • Dream car: LAMBORGHINI!
  • Dream Honeymoon Spot: MALDIVES
  • Dream husband or wyfe: GOT MINE!
  • Bedtyme: AFTER 11
  • tyme of the day: NOW U MEAN? 1029pm
  • Ur worst fear: DEATH AND LIZARDS!
  • the weather is: FINE
  • Tyme: AIYAH 1030PM ALREADY...U DON HAVE WATCH ISSIT!
  • Date: 25 SEPT
  • Best trick did on sume1: DON NOE EH
  • Theme song: I'LL B THERE, I DON'T WANNA MISS A THING....SOAPY AH!
  • Hardest thing growing up: SECRET
  • Funniest experience: FELL IN FRONT OF A CUTE LIFEGUARD
  • Scariest experience: WHILE IN SI
  • Silliest thing u hv ever said: HAHHAHA...LOTS!
  • Most desperate n funniest thing i hv everdone to
  • get the opposite sex: THEY WANT ME...THEY GET ME...I CANT B BOTHERED!
  • Scariest thing while u r wit ur frends: GHOSTS?
  • Worst feeling: BEING CRITICISED FOR NO REASON!
  • Best feeling: ELATION...IF I GET TO MALDIVES THAT IS
  • Choose 6 ppl to do dis:
  • AISYAH
  • AFIQAH
  • MURNI
  • SIDDIQ
  • IQBAL
  • SUFFIAN

I have said my piece!

Thursday, September 21, 2006


Caution:
Contains EXPLETIVES!
here I am again...been about a week or so...busy with assignment and finally I submitted it TODAY!!!
today is not a good day...I would say this &*%&*$&%^$$#@@%$#!!!!!!!
I came to school a bit late today coz I woke up late feeling very unwell...my throat been nagging at me and my flu...it's back to visit me again...
guess what...I was greeted by this news...this Mdm ***** let's call her AC! She shouted and I mean literally raised her voice during a teachers' meeting and said this..."Where is Kasidah? She has not keyed in her marks yet!" and of course some spineless teachers joined in the fun...for goodness sake...I am not the last one to key in marks ok...a few of my friends came to me and complained about this AC's attitude...what the hell is the problem AC? Being me, I checked the school cockpit...and guess what this snorty Lian AC has not keyed in her marks!!! What the hell!!! The teachers who joined in the morning fun...guess what...I heard other teachers complaining they have not keyed in yet...I am so pissed..in the afternoon, a HOD told me he has not keyed in also and I saw some of my colleagues still frantically keying in...
I am darn frustrated! It has been two years in a row...this same AC picked on me...the last year I gave her my two cents worth! This year...looks like she needs a spanking in her face!
I'm gonna make it clear..!!! She ain't pushing me down...I'm not in the wrong...!
The due date is tomorrow...not TODAY!
Teachers aren't always nice especially with their colleagues! That's what I learnt in PEPS! That's why I hate the staff room!

I have said my piece!

Saturday, September 09, 2006


Part 2

What is it that they have that we don't?
I made a comment on service and I promised to harp on the issue...well I think it's a good time coz I just finished watching SI2.
I am HAPPY, ELATED, OVERJOYED, ECSTATIC, JUBILANT and EUPHORIC that Paul 2bukit is finally out! Sorry guys, I know u r all crazy 4 him...but I ain't one of u, I don't go crazy for looks or heritage..which comes to my point...


What is it that the angmohs have that we, Asians don't possess?

This holiday, I've been bugged by the service flu. People treat the angmohs like Gods and what about us, Asians? When I was in Shangri La, the angmohs get all the good service, they get shown to their table...they get morning greetings, they get the priorities...I'm not trying to stir up any anti sentiments here...I am just analysing...what do the Asians lack? the $$$ factor?
Well, I was just making a comment...if we r guests regardless of nationality...we r SUPPOSED to be treated as =s. When I went for snorkelling trips, we r not given informative commentaries and treated shabbily. I was even contemplating to write an email to the hotel and also to SeaQuest for their sloppy conduct. They tip? We don't? Well FYI, we do...I agree the Asians are a little difficult to please but when we r happy with you, we do tip and generously too! I am quite annoyed by the fact that we were not given the best service. We r all humans no matter what our spending power is. I am bothered that in Malaysia, the staff do not treat us well. If u can't treat your own well, then whats the use of promoting tourism in your country? I was thinking of the rationale behind the differentiation of services rendered.
Maybe, it's us...what do we lack? Can someone enlighten me?

We smiled at all staff regardless of position...be it receptionist, chamber maid, resort security and even restaurant managers. There were a few incidents that really made me boiling mad.
1) We went for breakfast. No1 showed us to our table. When an angmoh comes, this family is shown to the table and coffee is imeediately served. My husband requests for coffee and after three times, we get it. By then I was outraged and wanted to see the manager but my hubby stopped me.
2) We went for islands trip. Angmohs were shown to the best spots. As we were the only Asians, we were left on our own with nothing whatsoever. When it was time for lunch, this guide left us on our own...with no drinks...but this lady , only 1 person was given an assortment of drinks, mind you, she's alone. We paid the same package not a cent less...but what did we do?
3) We were at this bar sipping non alcoholic drinks, of course, and the restaurant manager walks around greeting and asking everyone how they are. When he was at our table, seeing me with a tudung, he made a detour and not even a smile was given.
4) We took the shuttle bus which we paid RM56 per person. When it was nine and the bus came, the bus driver invited everyone to board the bus except for us! I was unhappy and I stormed off the bus without saying thank u!

There were many events that led me thinking...r we Asians nothing?
I'm just curious ..You may say I'm bragging...but if I can afford to be in ShangRi-La, I'm on par...I might be some big shot's daughter or I might be a big-shot myself! If I should happen to be a woman of status one day, I will make sure I throw my weight around.
I am not someone to be reckoned with...
I'm going to write to ShangRi-La now and I'm gonna say my piece...

I have said my piece!


Part 1


YoooooooooooHoooooooooo! We r back! Where did we go for our rendezvous this time? We were at Kota Kinabalu! Never in my entire life that I imagine...I will step into this place ..AT ALL! We took the same flight as Sujimy and Haslinda and family ...I'm sure we all know who they r...yeah they r the brains behind many Suria reality programmes...we arrived at KK at about 5+ and by the time we were at Shangri La Rasa Ria...it was 8+ and it was so dark ...if we are in SG...it'll be about 10+. There was no difference of time only difference in the setting of the sun. As usual...the first thing I checked was the toilet! ok ...pass with flying colours! The room was ok ...and our balcony overlooked this place..the whole night I was thinking we were facing the road leading to the hotel...we went for dinner and this will be another part of my story...service...being the only Asians around...we were being treated differently...anyway there was this young waiter by the name of Chaulus..he's nice and we enjoyed our dinner of fresh fish and nasi goreng...then we went back to our room...did I mention b4 I love TV3! The whole nite was a marathon of TV3! Couldn't sleep the whole nite coz I was thinking our room was so near to the road...what about the resort security...anyway the guests next door were so noisy with balcony's door opening and closing and loud conversations!
The next day...the sun rose so early...was thinking of doing my Subuh ...woke up at 6 and opened the curtains...God! It's so bright like 8 in the morning...and guess what...what a spectacular view...we are facing the SEA! It was so beautiful! No time to explore the place and we got ready for picnics at Sapi and Manukan...two of Sabah's Tengku Abdul Rahman Marine Park...nice place to swim and see fishes...we had a puffer fish staring right straight into us...it was so funny...the fish must be thinking...what are these humans doing? Have they never seen a fish b4? I was also stalked by this pinkish looking fish who was trying to jab my leg...although it's small...but it was scary! Came back...had room service ...well by the way most of the time we were there it was usually room service coz I couldn't be bothered to dine and change into something presentable....we watched a cultural performance by the staff of the hotel and I can safely say I can dance Sabah style...hahahah...we watched a live band and I must say...walking around with a tudung in this hotel invites stares from many people...either I am sensitive or these people have never seen a tudung before...or maybe they are thinking I'm a terrorist!
The next day, we went to Mount Kinabalu...I must say...the gunung is really undescribable! It is spectacular! SPECTACULAR is an understatement! MAGNIFICENT! We went for a walk in the trail and I blanked out...after so many years of not using my inhaler...I used it! We saw the most expensive orchid only to be cultivated in Mount Kinabalu ...we were told it costs a few thousand dollars for a stalk! I was snoring on the way home and in the evening we went to town...we walked in the back alleys and I think KK is so much safer than JB..even the people is so much nicer...bought nothing much...except Najib bought a blowpipe..he told me he will use it for killing lizards for me..awww so dayak! The next day was free and easy for us..we bummed on the beach and in the afternoon we went to the nature reserve at ShangRi La to see the orang utans! We saw one peeing ...luckily I didn't stand under the tree or I'll be showered with Green T! Ha! At night...I packed our bags and watched TV3 again! And this morning...we set of...so here I am back ranting and ranting again...

I have said my piece!

Monday, September 04, 2006


alright FYI...
I don't tag u guys coz I don't blog hop.
I read ur blogs when u persistently ask me to.

It's a wonder how I can stand u guys.
I've been maligned and accused of something I don't do.
I've been ur punching bag coz you have no avenues to vent ur anger.
and most importantly...

I Don't Give a Damn!

This post is especially for this person I Know...Get Real!
You think ur life is so interesting that I care?
Let me tell u ...it stinks!

I have said my piece!

Saturday, September 02, 2006


We had The GAP Junior Camp in PEPS today.
Who was it for? Our P5 leaders comprising of prefects and P5 Asst House Captains...let me correct that..potential Asst House Captains.
As usual, I was a little bit late...but lucky 4 me..a few schs came late too...
Namirah took the attendance for me...there were 22 of them...
Did I mention...Mr Wang, our Discipline Master once made a comment that he is very happy with the P5s this year. Why?
Well, basically they r one of the most sporting and energetic lot. I agreed with him as I find this bunch of people really fun to work with...I can see a lot of potential in them and I hope next year we'll have the one of the best PEPS leaders around!
As usual, the boys were a little bit rowdy...I chided them for not displaying their leadership qualities and also for not adhering to our school core values...I have to give a feedback to the House Managers...phew...it will be a task to be reckoned with! Anyway, the girls r so much better...no trouble at all!
It was a long long day...I hope the kids enjoyed themselves...as for me...what did I do the whole day? First I went to Sri West Coast to buy breakfast...lucky thing I did coz the food they catered ..hmmm I would say it's not my taste! Then I went to my cubicle to unwrap presents...I received quite a number of chocs...sorry guys..I don't favour chocs that much...after that, I did spring cleaning! It's been quite a while since I cleaned my table...I reorganised my files and wiped my table clean...I even sprayed my table and teddy bears with perfume...crazy me ! Then I started twiddling with my notebook...my notebook's been giving problems and I was just testing it...it worked! I surfed the net listening to music...read up on the the colosseum and read my past blog entries. In the late afternoon, I went down coz it's quite eerie to sit in the third level staffroom alone! We had a summary of the camp and we took lots and lots of pics.I enjoy being with these kids...they r the brainy and crazy bunch!

After the camp, me and hubby decided to go to COMEX with my parents, sis and nephew. We finally gave up...it was so difficult to find a parking space...it was packed and I mean really packed to the max! Told my hubby we'd better go tomorrow! I want to get myself a PDA phone...don't know if it costs a lot cheaper in the show? We had our dinner at Simpang Bedok and the food is ok...nothing fantabulous. Me and sis had a discussion about the Easterners and Westerners of Singapore. There is a difference...I shall say not what ...think about it...I still think the Westside people is still the better one...that's why I've been in the west all my life!
Mummy and Papa made a comment today...they said I've not been visiting them "I thought you moving nearer will be a good thing..turns out you rarely visit us...till Thaqeef asks this morning...is Kalah coming today?" Gosh, I feel so bad! I know I've been neglecting them ...it's all because of school and my TMA! It's really stressing me out real bad...my migraine is still occuring and I can't get to sleep at night! I'm really looking forward to my no..hmmm number...I can't remember...honeymoon with my hubby this coming week...It's been six months! We really need a break! I'm counting the days to my well-deserved holiday ...it's been a hectic 10 weeks with my dad-in-law's op, my dikir boys performances, my moving home and many other obstacles...but I'm not complaining...it's just part and parcle of life..when ur bz ur bz as a bee....


I have said my piece!



I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work the
more I live. I rejoice in life for its own sake. Life is no "brief
candle" for me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for
the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before
handing it on to future generations.

(George Bernard Shaw)


It's gonna be long... 31 August never fails to make me cry...especially at night... To start off, I received quite a number of gifts from my kids. The thing that never fails to touch me is the cards. I love reading and I believe in the power of words. In the morning, my P5 students gave me a surprise with the whole class chorusing to wish me a Happy Tchers' Day. I was touched but I kept a straight face...action garang katakan. Then it was my P6s. I was dissappointed..only one wished me and the others just buat bodoh...sedih jugak ah...then it was concert time...I got a nice surprise from the parents. They presented me with a certificate and a bandanna. I was blown away...seriously...we started about a month ago when Mdm Latifah asked me to help out in the parents' dikir barat. Being the eager beaver, I composed a short song and helped out wherever I can...I enjoyed every bit of it. I've never managed to work really closely with the parents of my kids...and it's like THE first time...but the moms that I worked with during the sessions are great. They never fail to make me laugh and of course I was fed well with my favourite Mee Siam, fruits and of course yesterday we had Nasi Goreng and Ice Jelly. Being moms...there will certainly be food! Anyway, I attended most of their practice sessions and for a month, I had to seal my mouth and not mention that the parents had a surprise for the teachers. When they called my name yesterday, I was embarrassed. Truly. I helped them because I enjoy doing it. Never did I expect they would present me with something. Thanks Mommies!

After the concert, I went back to my P5C. We took crazy pics and to think that this is the class that I usually shout at...they made me touched with cards and wishes. I was beaming. I think I was walking around the whole day with a smile. In the afternoon, I was thinking of heading home early. I had a migraine and my assignment was not completed yet. At about 130pm...while I was packing, an influx of my ex students came. They shouted my name through the glass door of the staff room. I was so elated! They do remember me! Gosh, I'm so touched. Many came and I mean many...all that I've shouted at, many that I've screamed at...but most importantly ALL that I LOVE very very much! I am so overwhelmed with joy! This is what every teacher looks forward to every 31 Aug. I wanted to shed a tear when one said that she came because of me...just to see me...Awww! "Kita datang nak jumpa cikgu aje...why do u think we r here every year? To see u lah!" I can still remember the words! At that moment, I know I am in the right path.

There were some who came to hug me ...because it's been so long we hugged...yes I'm a touchy person...I hug my loved ones! I ran out of chocolates to give them. Some even tested me whether I still remember them and I'm not lying...I remember every single one of them! They were so small then...now...they have all grown into beautiful and charming young adults! I was teasing them that soon I'll be getting wedding invitations! There was this particularly one boy who tried to hit on me. He asked me whether I am married and wanted to ask me out. I told him sorry I'm taken and I told him straight that he can be my son and he shouldn't be asking me that question. He winked and said "Alah cikgu ok apa...CT boleh kahwin Datuk K...takkan saya tak boleh?" Cheeky boy! Hahah...
I was packing to go when a few boys came...one particular bioy who just graduated last year and whom I always shouted at...ran to me gave me a flower and a card. He wished me and ran off...I opened the card and I regretted everything that I've shouted at when he was with me...He apologised for his behaviour and said he knew whatever I did...it was for his best. Aww...how can I not cry?
I left after that coz my assignment was due before 1159pm and I still have the bibliography to do. I scooted off and sat in front of my computer till 9pm. I told my hubby that I am proud with my assignment and my hubby says don't get too happy...anyway this TMA will be a gauge for me...I will get through this somehow...I don't care...4 years?5 years? If its gonna take me that long to wear that graduation robe and mortarboard...I will go through it!
When we reached home that day, I told my hubby not to disturb me...it's gonna be a long night...I'm reading the cards and I'm taken aback with what kids write...I received a card from a parent ...it was certainly nice and I'm thinking of replying all cards...well I still have a few days before I set off to Sabah to see the orang utans...well I'd better cracking now...that's it for now...

I have said my piece!

Friday, September 01, 2006






Paris, Paris...This song has been playing in my mind for days. Ever since its
launch, this heiress has been getting bad reviews ...Stars R Blind...or r the music recording company blind? That's what some review editors have been saying....
wanna know something?
I LOVE PARIS HILTON!
Although she has no discernable talent and she's associated with sex, I find her pretty. Come on people... admit it...she IS pretty! Plus she's one wealthy girl! coming back to this tune...It's a catchy tune...very reggaae UB40 style...I've decided not to put in the music video coz I know the content..and it ain't good! Hahah...


"Stars Are Blind"

I don't mind
spending some time
just hanging here with you
'cuz I don't find
too many guys
that treat me like you do.
Those other guys all want to take me for a ride
but when I walk they talk of a suicide
some people never get beyond their stupid pride
but you can see the real me inside
and I'm satisfied
oh no, oh-oh


Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby, I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty, be the devil and angel, too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do-ooo
Baby I'm perfect for you
Ah-ah-ah-ah

I could be your confidant
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
I and I alone
Oh no, oh-oh


Excuse me for feeling this moment is critical
It might me feeling it could get physical
Oh no, no, no




I have said my piece!




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