Tuesday, August 22, 2006

been throwing tantrums these few days...why? It's them...
Makes me boil...ok ok for memory's sake...i'm gonna keep my post...
for those who have read it...move on...

Thursday, August 17, 2006

I am the
one!
no matter what others might say...
no matter what others might think...
no matter what...
this feeling overwhelms me...
it surrounds me...
AM I IN THE WRONG PLACE?

I am a fool without the right direction...
I am a fool who believes everyone changes
I am a fool who believes that no1 is born without a purpose
I am a fool who stood my stand and never wavered even once
I am a fool who puts in 101% and gets nothing out of it
I am chained...
I am tied...
I am falling...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I AM AN


to have believed you could do it
to think you would change
to think you would never betray me
to think you would never prove me wrong
to believe you would never let me down

I was an idiot
to be nice
to be so gullible
to be in this profession
where I get misunderstood all the time

to tell the truth...I am tired of trying to be a perfect teacher.