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Thursday, September 25, 2008
I feel like a bad mother when I raised my voice at Kashif yesterday. I kept asking him why he wouldn't sit on his own to play or watch BabyTV. He didn't even finish his cereals for the two straight meals. I was frustrated and I flared up. I know I am a quick-tempered person but there was no reason for me to raise my voice at my little Einstein. He's just a baby and all he wants is love and attention from his mummy. Kashif has not been feeling well these days all thanks to me for passing the flu virus to him. His fever peaked at 39.4 deg and he got me and his daddy worried. I fell sick on Thursday and have since recovered except for this nagging cough. My baby is so pitiful. His big round eyes have turned doe-eyed and his laughter has since reduced tremendously. All he wants is to cling on to me and whine.

Yesterday night before sleeping, I stroked his face and cried. My baby don't even understand what I scolded him. He just wanted attention from me. I was wrong to raise my voice at him and scolded him till his dad had to take him away from me.

Kashif, Mummy loves you so much sayang. I am sorry. I am just worried to see you whining and not wanting to let me off even for just ten minutes to rest. My worries were added with daddy becoming ill also. The house seems so sullen yesterday even with daddy on leave. I promise you my little one, mummy will try to keep my temper in check. You're innocent and I should be more patient with you. I love you, Kashif!

PS: Probably I'm just frustated that my leave is ending soon and I will have to leave Kashif for at least half a day!

I have said my piece!




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