Thursday, August 23, 2007
It's really painful to hear from someone that she's pregnant. It's been a long six years where everytime I hear news of pregnancy, of course I am elated for the couple but deep in my heart, I feel a strong tinge of sadness sweeping in my heart. I will always get depressed for a few days and ponder...Why can't it be me? When will it be my turn?
I know ALLAH is certainly testing us. People wish us well all the time and prayers come pouring in as they know how much we really want a child. I am glad my parents and in-laws have NEVER ever stress us out and have always stood by our side.
If I'm on the road or at a clinic, and I see a pregnant lady, I will always wonder how it feels like to be pregnant and how wonderful it is to carry a life inside you. Just thinking about the whole journey makes me tear. Going to KK Hospital to visit newborns is really hard. Watching a family cooing over their precious little one never fail to bring me down.
I told myself someday when I am pregnant... I will become a smiley happy mummy. I will read Quranic verses for my baby every single night and I will make sure everything I do will be for the best of our little one.
AND...
ALLAH has certainly heard our never-failing prayers!!! AT last!
I thank all for your prayers ...
We are expecting our little bundle of joy soon, Insya ALLAH!
No words can describe the long and arduous journey,
No words can describe the elation we feel when I see the + sign,
No words or even tears can amount to the hope I have for my long-awaited gift from ALLAH
PRICELESS!
:) ...well ...that will be another entry some day.
Now all that I want to do is to become a happy mummy ...
I know ALLAH is certainly testing us. People wish us well all the time and prayers come pouring in as they know how much we really want a child. I am glad my parents and in-laws have NEVER ever stress us out and have always stood by our side.
If I'm on the road or at a clinic, and I see a pregnant lady, I will always wonder how it feels like to be pregnant and how wonderful it is to carry a life inside you. Just thinking about the whole journey makes me tear. Going to KK Hospital to visit newborns is really hard. Watching a family cooing over their precious little one never fail to bring me down.
I told myself someday when I am pregnant... I will become a smiley happy mummy. I will read Quranic verses for my baby every single night and I will make sure everything I do will be for the best of our little one.
AND...
ALLAH has certainly heard our never-failing prayers!!! AT last!
I thank all for your prayers ...
We are expecting our little bundle of joy soon, Insya ALLAH!
No words can describe the long and arduous journey,
No words can describe the elation we feel when I see the + sign,
No words or even tears can amount to the hope I have for my long-awaited gift from ALLAH
PRICELESS!
:) ...well ...that will be another entry some day.
Now all that I want to do is to become a happy mummy ...
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