Thursday, May 03, 2007
A talk with a fellow colleague (notice the word..she is not a friend, mind you) of mine turned to a Bash-Me conversation today. Whatever shit she says about the head assessing wrongly and being biased...well she's the exact replica.
I was rather disturbed by the fact that the management assesses their subs across the board. Why then do MOE have different scales to emplace teachers? If a newbie is placed and expected to perform just like the people who have been in the service for donkey years, what's the use then ... It really reflects the narrow-mindedness and shallowness of the heads. They don't deserve to be in the panel then. In my workplace, some people don't get opportunities. And when you are given opportunities, some else will grab it in times of limelight. I can't help but bothered by the vicious cycle I am in. It's not within my powers to change the mindset of the people around me. They compare people of different capabilities and then put them on the exact scale of measurement? Is justice served then? Coming back to this so-called colleague of mine, I feel like thrash whenever I have a talk with her. She certainly makes me feel inadequate and inefficient. I keep telling her that everyone has their own weaknesses and strengths but it seems not to get through her cranium at all. I don't give a shit anymore. I will just do what is expected of me and get on my life. My priorities have shifted at this moment. I am not going to slog for my career coz I know Allah has certainly paved the way for me. I am not saying I should be complacent and just accept whatever has been bestowed upon me. But ... I see no future in working like shit and making myself unhappy over menial things. I am just tired of hearing shit from people who craves for power.
I've had enough ... The 8 years... how fast has it passed me... when I was younger... I do want advancement in this area but asking me now... I have changed my wishes. My only wish at this moment is to make my life as joyful as it can be. I know my obligations and responsibilities and I will certainly not forget the oath I took 10 years back.
Que sera sera...whatever will be, will be...
The future's not ours, to see.
Neither will the evil triumph over the good!
I believe in retributions...
that is why you are still stuck in the position in the same place years and years. Wait a minute...you did gather something in the course of your so-called performance...
YOU MADE MORE BEINGS FROM THE HUMANKIND....
LOATHE YOUR PRESENCE IN OUR MIDST!
IF ONLY THE METEOR HITS YOU RIGHT ON TARGET!
I was rather disturbed by the fact that the management assesses their subs across the board. Why then do MOE have different scales to emplace teachers? If a newbie is placed and expected to perform just like the people who have been in the service for donkey years, what's the use then ... It really reflects the narrow-mindedness and shallowness of the heads. They don't deserve to be in the panel then. In my workplace, some people don't get opportunities. And when you are given opportunities, some else will grab it in times of limelight. I can't help but bothered by the vicious cycle I am in. It's not within my powers to change the mindset of the people around me. They compare people of different capabilities and then put them on the exact scale of measurement? Is justice served then? Coming back to this so-called colleague of mine, I feel like thrash whenever I have a talk with her. She certainly makes me feel inadequate and inefficient. I keep telling her that everyone has their own weaknesses and strengths but it seems not to get through her cranium at all. I don't give a shit anymore. I will just do what is expected of me and get on my life. My priorities have shifted at this moment. I am not going to slog for my career coz I know Allah has certainly paved the way for me. I am not saying I should be complacent and just accept whatever has been bestowed upon me. But ... I see no future in working like shit and making myself unhappy over menial things. I am just tired of hearing shit from people who craves for power.
I've had enough ... The 8 years... how fast has it passed me... when I was younger... I do want advancement in this area but asking me now... I have changed my wishes. My only wish at this moment is to make my life as joyful as it can be. I know my obligations and responsibilities and I will certainly not forget the oath I took 10 years back.
Que sera sera...whatever will be, will be...
The future's not ours, to see.
Neither will the evil triumph over the good!
I believe in retributions...
that is why you are still stuck in the position in the same place years and years. Wait a minute...you did gather something in the course of your so-called performance...
YOU MADE MORE BEINGS FROM THE HUMANKIND....
LOATHE YOUR PRESENCE IN OUR MIDST!
IF ONLY THE METEOR HITS YOU RIGHT ON TARGET!
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