Thursday, December 21, 2006
it's been a long and torturous year for me... I am already 30...maybe that's why I'm like at my crossroads in life...
I've suffered terribly under the reign of the evil force at work. Last year, they said I did too little... this year they said I am not doing enough. The moment I stepped into school yesterday, I had a sudden rush of pain in my brain cells. Is it the school? Is it my work? Is it the people in it? or...maybe it's just me...
I had a good and long talk with my good friend just now... I poured my heart out ... At work, I have friends and I have colleagues... My friends ...well I can say I have quite a handful but colleagues... I have truckloads ...I mean trucks like sewer trucks...
I can't stand people insinuating and passing remarks as if we don't have a heart, brain and soul. Well some of you might be born with a bitter tongue and a heartless soul in tow... but I don't...for me words play a thousand meanings ... If you have the inclination to inject poison into your conversation... two can play the game...
I am tired of hearing how good you are
I am exhausted of hearing your snide remarks
I am fatigued of hearing how good your family are
(when everyone can see how you treat them)
I am beat of seeing you abusing your power
I am fagged at how you treat me as if I am nothing
I am burned out at being the unwanted focus of your attention
and most importantly...
I LOATHE U!
Don't blame me if next year... all your shit comes out coz
I
AM
NOT
GOING
TO
LET
IT
REST!
IT'S NOT OVER TILL IT'S OVER!
I've suffered terribly under the reign of the evil force at work. Last year, they said I did too little... this year they said I am not doing enough. The moment I stepped into school yesterday, I had a sudden rush of pain in my brain cells. Is it the school? Is it my work? Is it the people in it? or...maybe it's just me...
I had a good and long talk with my good friend just now... I poured my heart out ... At work, I have friends and I have colleagues... My friends ...well I can say I have quite a handful but colleagues... I have truckloads ...I mean trucks like sewer trucks...
I can't stand people insinuating and passing remarks as if we don't have a heart, brain and soul. Well some of you might be born with a bitter tongue and a heartless soul in tow... but I don't...for me words play a thousand meanings ... If you have the inclination to inject poison into your conversation... two can play the game...
I am tired of hearing how good you are
I am exhausted of hearing your snide remarks
I am fatigued of hearing how good your family are
(when everyone can see how you treat them)
I am beat of seeing you abusing your power
I am fagged at how you treat me as if I am nothing
I am burned out at being the unwanted focus of your attention
and most importantly...
I LOATHE U!
Don't blame me if next year... all your shit comes out coz
I
AM
NOT
GOING
TO
LET
IT
REST!
IT'S NOT OVER TILL IT'S OVER!
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