Friday, November 03, 2006
I cried buckets today...
I was devastated by what my children did
Tergamak kamu membuat chegu sebegini...
Ternyata chegu bodoh...
chegu telah menaburkan kasih kepada orang-orang yang tidak akan mengerti
erti kasih sayang
Chegu...kita quit!
those words are still ringing in my ears...
apabila chegu mendengar kata-kata itu...
chegu tidak tahan lagi...
airmata ini menitis kerana
kamu telah menghancurkan hati ini
chegu terasa seakan-akan chegu telah disepak, diterajang dan dibantai
chegu stood by u all the time...
chegu have never wavered in my stand
no matter what others say...
no matter what others did...
i believed in u
coz I love u so much...
it broke my heart that u had the gumption to do that to me
it broke my heart to see you guys there looking nonchalant
tears became my my companion today...
was I stupid to spend one year of my life to stand by you?
was I stupid to fight for you?
was I stupid to believe you?
was I stupid to think you would be grow up to be fine men?
a few girls consoled me...
I was very grateful for that...very very grateful...
Chegu...diaorang tinggalkan chegu...
but don't worry...we r here for u
chegu...kita jealous bila chegu cakap diaorang anak-anak chegu..
chegu...you lost five..but we love you
I will remember these words...
I am sorry for declaring they r my children...
I am sorry if you think I don't treat you like children...
chegu tidak sengaja dan tidak realise the impact it has on others...
I love ALL of you ...you are my children...
ALLAH MAHA KUASA dan MAHA MENGETAHUI...
mungkin chegu belum dikurniakan cahaya mata
kerana
chegu diletakkan di dunia ini untuk menyayangi anak-anak murid chegu
Sesungguhnya hanya ALLAH yang mengetahui berapa dalamnya cinta chegu kepada kamu semua...
My brother once said..."Kak..u r too attached to your students! Get a Life!"
My husband said..."Dear...u r too emotional...they r not your flesh and blood!"
My friend once said..."You need to detach yourself from them...you cared too much!"
These little people are not my flesh and blood. True! They are just like passing ships...but I am an emotional person...I have never referred you as my students but u r my kids...my children...I want all of u to be my own children...every single one of u...Yes, I care too much for you...
YOU ARE MY LIFE!
It doesn't matter whether you will remember me...
It doesn't matter if you see me and you refuse to acknowledge me...
It doesn't matter if you hate me to the core...
I told Mdm Siti...I did not give birth to u...but ...
the love I have for u is so great...
it pains me to see u suffer
it torments me to see u behaving like that...
it does...
to ALL my children...should there be a last time for us to be together...
I
LOVE
YOU
so, so much...
You have trapped me with your laughter and your innocent smiles...
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
I was devastated by what my children did
Tergamak kamu membuat chegu sebegini...
Ternyata chegu bodoh...
chegu telah menaburkan kasih kepada orang-orang yang tidak akan mengerti
erti kasih sayang
Chegu...kita quit!
those words are still ringing in my ears...
apabila chegu mendengar kata-kata itu...
chegu tidak tahan lagi...
airmata ini menitis kerana
kamu telah menghancurkan hati ini
chegu terasa seakan-akan chegu telah disepak, diterajang dan dibantai
chegu stood by u all the time...
chegu have never wavered in my stand
no matter what others say...
no matter what others did...
i believed in u
coz I love u so much...
it broke my heart that u had the gumption to do that to me
it broke my heart to see you guys there looking nonchalant
tears became my my companion today...
was I stupid to spend one year of my life to stand by you?
was I stupid to fight for you?
was I stupid to believe you?
was I stupid to think you would be grow up to be fine men?
a few girls consoled me...
I was very grateful for that...very very grateful...
Chegu...diaorang tinggalkan chegu...
but don't worry...we r here for u
chegu...kita jealous bila chegu cakap diaorang anak-anak chegu..
chegu...you lost five..but we love you
I will remember these words...
I am sorry for declaring they r my children...
I am sorry if you think I don't treat you like children...
chegu tidak sengaja dan tidak realise the impact it has on others...
I love ALL of you ...you are my children...
ALLAH MAHA KUASA dan MAHA MENGETAHUI...
mungkin chegu belum dikurniakan cahaya mata
kerana
chegu diletakkan di dunia ini untuk menyayangi anak-anak murid chegu
Sesungguhnya hanya ALLAH yang mengetahui berapa dalamnya cinta chegu kepada kamu semua...
My brother once said..."Kak..u r too attached to your students! Get a Life!"
My husband said..."Dear...u r too emotional...they r not your flesh and blood!"
My friend once said..."You need to detach yourself from them...you cared too much!"
These little people are not my flesh and blood. True! They are just like passing ships...but I am an emotional person...I have never referred you as my students but u r my kids...my children...I want all of u to be my own children...every single one of u...Yes, I care too much for you...
YOU ARE MY LIFE!
It doesn't matter whether you will remember me...
It doesn't matter if you see me and you refuse to acknowledge me...
It doesn't matter if you hate me to the core...
I told Mdm Siti...I did not give birth to u...but ...
the love I have for u is so great...
it pains me to see u suffer
it torments me to see u behaving like that...
it does...
to ALL my children...should there be a last time for us to be together...
I
LOVE
YOU
so, so much...
You have trapped me with your laughter and your innocent smiles...
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
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