Tuesday, November 21, 2006

On Monday, we had a Workplan Seminar at the CSC Club. I liked it coz it was just a three minutes walk from my home. We had a fun time listening to Dr Ho and I picked up some invaluable lessons from him which I will share later.

Guess what? In the evening, I received three smses from my ex students, all from the same batch. They are now in Sec 4. It really made my day! They wished me and asked me how I am these days. We kept smsing the whole night even right through our school’s dinner. Oh talking about the school dinner which was at CSC also, it was hilarious with Wati dressing up as Hitler, Yazid as PCK, Miss Loo as Elvis Presley and many more. We had a great time laughing our heads off. And of course, my dear friend came. GLORIA!

We used to be together from before I got married till today. Me, Siti and Gloria were best buds! We shared sorrows, gossips and of course joy together. I missed the good old days where we went out for coffee at Holland V. All of us are so busy with families and career. We made a pact to meet soon to catch up on the good old days. And of course, Mrs Chan, my confidante came. She asked me whether I am already pregnant. I told her I was born into this world to love my kids, Allah is asking me to wait a little bit longer. Haha what an analogy! I was just telling Najib ... how much these kids affect my life. I even had dreams about them for the past few days. I have to stop this. They are leaving soon! I can’t let this affect my life!

Well, anyway today was great fun. There was no government. Me, Simah, Fadhillah and Hafyzah ganged up. We had a hilarious time during the presentation. Simah is so funny and all of us were so tickled by her antics! We decided to go for a course together on Tuesday and then it would be lunch after that. A lot of catching up. I told myself, this holiday, I am going to catch up on my friends like Siti Asnah, Ernie, Yan, Heryani, Munirah. I need to get a break! I need to get my mind off...I made a resolution to better my life this end of year holidays. I need to reorganize my life.

I need to get off my mind on the kids. They are leaving. I just need to hope and wish and also pray they will will turn out well some day. I need to let it go. I believe they will grow to be individuals equipped with values. Insya ALLAH. No matter how much I will miss them, I have to pray hard for their success and happiness. When I’m in front of this computer, I can’t help but look at the pics I took of them. *sighs*