Friday, October 13, 2006
"We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be."
Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
It tickles me all the time to watch an idiot babble and babble and wham! this idiot gets shuts up by me!
I did that recently. This 'being' went on saying about what I should do and what is the right way to go about doing it. Well did I mention I do things my way and not by YOUR way? I let this 'being' went on and on and after SOME TIME, i told this 'being' it's all done my way and this 'being' should know what is going on before judging. Being a mule, this 'being' still continued...I got so pissed that I told 'it' to shut the crap up and put its hearing to good use. Well it worked, this 'being' just stopped and was speechless. I don't care a damn who u r, if I think I am right I AM! No use trying to change my beliefs coz yes I do keep my mouth shut and listens but I don't waver in my stand if I know what I am doing. Well enuff about egoists...
This week....I would say I've become a zombie. I need a break from school. If my husband reads this...darling I want to stay at home and be a tai-tai, please handsome please! Well actually, my hubby told me to get a well-deserved break and be a homemaker. The idea attracts me ....wake up late...cleans the house...cooks and wait for my hubby to return every evening. I don't need to worry about rankings, my performance bonus, about sucking up, about pleasing big headed monsters and most importantly about doing everything to live up to THEIR expectations.
Everytime I think about abandoning my career, I think of my children. I truly love teaching. It's my passion. It's the other things besides being in the classrooms that drags me down. I love my classrooms and the people in it but I hate the other rooms associated with it.
Adults unlike children are complicated beings. I meet many kinds of them. The cocky ones who think they are the best, the stuck up ones who think people have to kiss their feet and the super bitchy ones who think they can get away with murder. Well, I don't want to metamorphose to being a devil in human's clothing.
I still want my simple life and I want to be happy. I am happy when I am with my families, friends and children. All the beings, I don't owe them anything and I don't give a shit! Sorry, it just ain't me to step on my loved ones to get ahead.
I need to recharge and at this moment, I will look for IT!
Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
It tickles me all the time to watch an idiot babble and babble and wham! this idiot gets shuts up by me!
I did that recently. This 'being' went on saying about what I should do and what is the right way to go about doing it. Well did I mention I do things my way and not by YOUR way? I let this 'being' went on and on and after SOME TIME, i told this 'being' it's all done my way and this 'being' should know what is going on before judging. Being a mule, this 'being' still continued...I got so pissed that I told 'it' to shut the crap up and put its hearing to good use. Well it worked, this 'being' just stopped and was speechless. I don't care a damn who u r, if I think I am right I AM! No use trying to change my beliefs coz yes I do keep my mouth shut and listens but I don't waver in my stand if I know what I am doing. Well enuff about egoists...
This week....I would say I've become a zombie. I need a break from school. If my husband reads this...darling I want to stay at home and be a tai-tai, please handsome please! Well actually, my hubby told me to get a well-deserved break and be a homemaker. The idea attracts me ....wake up late...cleans the house...cooks and wait for my hubby to return every evening. I don't need to worry about rankings, my performance bonus, about sucking up, about pleasing big headed monsters and most importantly about doing everything to live up to THEIR expectations.
Everytime I think about abandoning my career, I think of my children. I truly love teaching. It's my passion. It's the other things besides being in the classrooms that drags me down. I love my classrooms and the people in it but I hate the other rooms associated with it.
Adults unlike children are complicated beings. I meet many kinds of them. The cocky ones who think they are the best, the stuck up ones who think people have to kiss their feet and the super bitchy ones who think they can get away with murder. Well, I don't want to metamorphose to being a devil in human's clothing.
I still want my simple life and I want to be happy. I am happy when I am with my families, friends and children. All the beings, I don't owe them anything and I don't give a shit! Sorry, it just ain't me to step on my loved ones to get ahead.
I need to recharge and at this moment, I will look for IT!
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