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Saturday, August 05, 2006I love my children...I am not ashamed of saying it for the fact that I truly love them with all my heart. If someone do agitate them or put them in a threatening position, I want to be there with them...but it is quite hard when an ignorant person tries to remedy the situation with bullshit! I was reading Afiqah's blog just now...about people who looks down on the Malays...seriously I am not a Malay but I have considered myself as one as I am Malay in every way...coming back to the topic...even in the working life, the Malays are not given opportunities...:) I do feel disheartened at times when I know I am qualified to do something but things go to the wrong people...yesterday I took a stand and declared....I am not a policeman to do investigations and find out who's wrong and who's not...it's not in my nature...what I need to know is my loved ones are in the right safe place, that's all! Well truthfully, I've resigned myself to a life of total commitment to my loved ones...and never in search of fame or recognition. I started my classes today in the evening....although I am exhausted, I am still rather excited about the prospect of studying again. My grey cells need to work! I was telling Najib yesterday evening when we came back from my class...that I am actually afraid of going back to school...actually I am terrified but after Dr Buxton, I was put at ease and after listening to 3 hours of lecture with Kalpana, I feel energised and I am still felling a renewed burst of interest towards achieving my goal. Fours years is my target...I'm gonna make it and get through with this...I will and I know it!
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