Mr Wong told me a good news today...Know what? My kids went for supplementary class today! Yippee!!! However, when he said he wanted to ask me to tell something to the boys...I told him I'm not on speaking terms with them...I felt a tinge of regret...I saw one of them looking at me and then his head went down...I walked away with tears ... In the staff room, I sat down and it set me thinking...Why should I give up at this moment after so many tears? It's not time yet...when I went to class, all three of them looked so different...strangers...no chatterings...no "Cikgu!" ...no smiles...if only they are my real sons...I would have given them a big hug and tell them everything will be alright! :) I did have a talk with them later...I told them I don't want an apology...I don't want them to promise me anything...I don't want anything at all...but one...I want them to make me trust them again...Truthfully...I feel these few days are a torture...without hearing their constant bickering and teasing...suddenly my school world seems so quiet...They apologised and I told them I don't want it...coz apologies will only be accepted if only they would not hurt me again... I pray to ALLAH that things will return to normal..again...with this incident behind us...I realised there are some blessings in disguise...one...I truly LOVE my kids...like MY OWN...I love them too much ...Probably that's the reason why ALLAH has not bestowed me with any children of my own...HE wants me to love these kids ...secondly, I realised that a student of mine that I detest so much isn't so bad at all...he's actually cute and funny! Thirdly, I'm more subdued these days with less screamings...in class!!! Another good thing happened...I became closer to a kid in my P5 class...We had a ghost stories session because some of his friends disappeared to a Science Practical Test. It was a small group...and we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly with more laughter and scaring each other off... In the afternoon, a cheering session...it was fun...with stupid antics and more squabbling...We made a fool of ourselves and took some snapshots...
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In the afternoon, a cheering session...it was fun...with stupid antics and more squabbling...We made a fool of ourselves and took some snapshots...
