Thursday, July 20, 2006

i'm crushed...Why did u lie to me?
Why ???
I loved u five like my very own...
a sudden revelation broke me into pieces...
i wanted to sob...but *sighs*
I wanted you guys to hold your head up high...
I wanted you guys to have your dignity no matter how low people pushes you down...
I wanted you guys to succeed...
I wanted you guys to realise you are not what you are now

You may not realise how much you guys mean to me in my life at this moment...
You may not realise how much you guys have touched my lives this year ...
You may not realise how much I wanted all five of you to be my own sons...
You may not realise how much I loved you guys sincerely not like my students but as my own flesh and blood...

Again and again...I think about five of you
Again and again...I tell everyone in my circle you are my sons
Again and again...I shudder at the thought of losing five of you at the end of the year
Again and again...I trusted you guys
Again and again...you lied
Again and again...you hurt me ...

I cried today when I think about five of you...
I know you will never understand this feeling I have for you and how much I wanted you guys to succeed in life...

Sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang tahu...betapa sayangnya cikgu kepadamu

Sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang tahu...betapa besarnya harapan cikgu kepadamu

Sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang tahu...betapa sedihnya hati cikgu pada hari ini...